Sasanomaly - What I want to hear (きかせたいのは)

A new song by Sasanomaly/Nekobolo. I love it when producers sing their own songs.

Another interpretation could be that the title is "What I want you to hear", but there's no mention of "you" in the title so I went with this.

Original title: きかせたいのは (Kikasetai no wa)
Music/Vocals/Images: Sasanomaly
Original NND upload: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm26390520

English lyrics:

I felt like I wanted to disappear, and remembered your voice and being smothered by summer

“Someday, I, too…”

I said this so many times I stopped

The days I spat out, “It would be good if I died.”

A cat was always looking at me

And today, too, it was crying loudly

What I want to hear aren’t those kinds of words

The image of the spinning, twisting wind

The sensation that I couldn’t throw away

Is getting in my way more than anything

Even if you’re just sleeping, it’s fine as long as you’re by my side

Somehow, please, please give me a place to belong

The music that poured out from my earbuds

I just want you to hear it

I just want to tell it to someone

I became unneeded as it became cloudy

That infamous summer on my face

Because I don’t really have anything I want to say

I threw my words in the air

I hear, “It’s fine if you disappear”

And with that, I feel a bit at ease

Today, too, the cat is crying loudly

What I want to hear aren’t those kinds of words

At the bottom of a bottle, there’s the blue morning sun

The regret that I couldn’t cut off

Is always getting in my way

Even if you’re just reading a book, it’s fine as long as you’re by my side

Somehow, please, please give me a heart

The words that flowed out from my tear ducts

I just want them to reach you

I just want someone to understand them

Because the flower shining in the twilight is too beautiful

I tried to express it in words

But there wasn’t any deep meaning to them

Even if you’re just sleeping, it’s fine as long as you’re by my side

Somehow, please, please give me a place to belong

The music flowing from my tear ducts

I just want you to hear it

I just want to tell it to someone

I just want to lie right here forever

But if I just stay like that, I won’t be able to tell you anything

So the music that flowed out from my heart

I’ll go and carry it to you